I want to share a documentary with you. We made it with my sister about ten years ago. We recently added English subtitles to it. Many of my non-Finn friends have heard about my experience as a "total objector" to the compulsory Finnish military service. This film gives a little bit of insight to what actually happened to me at that time, even though it is made from the perspective of my sister.
I was yet to discover Buddhism at the time when this film was made. But perhaps I was a Buddhist without knowing it.